The Black Cat Blog

2004-02-15T18:15:00.000-07:00

Well, if anyone does read this, (which I highly doubt besides like one or two people) I've moved to livejournal.com because I found out livejournals are free now! *hip hip* So if you really care to visit my other journal its at >> http://www.livejournal.com/users/blackcat_13 << Anyway, it's been real here at blogger but I think i needed a change (not to mention I've wanted to have a livejournal for ages now) anyway peace to those few people who actually read this. Later!
-- Heather

2004-01-28T14:56:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of the semester. There are many good things and bad things to the end of this semester.

Good:
~ No more Traffic Safety. Speaking of which, I PASSED! I am eligible to get my license before I'm 18. But I have to have my permit for 6 months first before I can drive by myself. And I have to get a lot more driving in. But I'm really psyched!

~ I'm getting closer to being done with math class. *bleh* I hate and loath math class. All I have to do is pass this class and i'll NEVER have to take it again. *whew*

~I don't have to deal with Ms. Thurber anymore in Journalism. That class is so boring.

Bad:
~ No more Web Page Design. :( It doesn't get any better than being able to sit behind a computer and play on Adobe Photoshop and do fun stuff during school and now it's all over. *sigh*

~ No more getting to see Matt in all his glory and hotness. =( =( *double sadness* I'll miss him, thats for sure, he made Design Studio all worth while.

~ Daelyn won't be in my classes anymore. It sucks because we hardly ever see each other around school outside of that class.

Yep, it's good, bad and ugly (Ugly = Me trying to keep my grades up for math) But I'm looking forward to taking Creative Writing and Theatre 2. Should be much fun. Though I'm REALLY not looking forward to P.E. I wouldn't mind, except I absolutely HATE running. Which reminds me!

I've already had my first fencing class, I don't know if I mentioned I was taking it yet, but I'm in one. It kicks ass too! I love it already. This week we're going to actually compete against each other, but I learned about all the stuff about fencing last week. It's way cool. And the guys who are in the class before mine...uhh...YUMMY! So gorgeous! *swoon* I gotta keep myself from melting onto the seat when the fence against each other. ('Cept they have their face masks on so you really can't see there faces)

Anyway I have nothing more to say. Nothing really new is happening except for the above mentioned. Well peace out!
-- Heather

2004-01-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

Well today was pretty interesting. It all started after I woke up...
I woke up to my alarm clock playing music and it was my favorite song (Why Can't I, by Liz Phair) so I knew that this day would be a lucky one. Unfortunatly enough it didn't start that way. I then realized I was way late and had to get a move on. So I wore my "British" outfit (reason for the name British, because somebody said that I looked British when I wore it, no joke) Anyway so i put that on and then rushed out the door and drove to school and on the way I listened to Mix on my XM radio and they were having a Red Hot Chili Peppers marathon or what not where they were playing nothing but, so it kicked butt.
Then I got to school and I talked with Daelyn and we joked about the gayness of Sam in Lord of the Rings when this really cute guy walked up to us. It turned out that he liked me! It was really weird. He apparently is in my math class and he asked me out and jokingly told him I'd think about it and winked at him and then he left. But he was hot and so that was the topic of conversation until first period.

First Period - American Lit - Way cool! We had a free day to do absolutely nothing. Rock on. We had a sub and she didn't have the list of things to do so we just got to talk and do nothing.

Second Period - Traffic Safety - Took the test to see if I passed the class and could get my license and I passed! Yeah I can get my license now and I"m so psyched! The rest of this class will be a breeze.

Third Period - Web Page Design - Made a few more backgrounds and I posted them on my site for people to use and somebody emailed me and said that they really really liked mine and they asked for a few requests so I'm really pumped about that. Not to mention I checked my emails and got like 15 reviews on my Truth or Dare Fanfiction and 10 for the ones on my other accounts (combined)

Fourth Period - Math - I got my homework done like really really fast in the beginning of class because we didn't have to explain any homework from over the weekend. So I got to talk to the really hot guy who likes me. It's really weird that I never really noticed him in that class, but it's probably because I'm always talking to Christina. Anyway so here I will take the time to describe him -

My Boyfriend
- Brown hair
- Blue Eyes
- Tall
- Gorgeous =)

Fifth Period - Design Studio - Matt or gorgeous handsom Matt. We talked and then I told him about my boyfriend and he seemed pretty happy for me, but the sad freshman kid went all quiet and didn't talk after he found out, but it's okay.

Sixth Period - Journalism - I told Daelyn about my boyfriend, Camden was jealous, it was funny to watch, we joked about how Daelyn needs to find a way to keep her boyfriend and then i finished up all the work that the teacher gave us today and that class was over and that's when things got interesting.

Well me and Daelyn got out of class on time on and we were walking outside when we bumped into Matt. He walked with us and we talked and then my boyfriend (whom I forgot to mention his name...Jake Bryant, well he came up and he bought me balloons! And i was like 'awww' and then Matt was like "hold up a second' and Jake was like 'who are you' and then i was like 'this is matt' and matt was like 'heeey' and then Matt said that I couldn't go out with this guy and i was like 'why?' and he was like 'because...i like you. You're not like those snobby blonde chicks like that one girl in our art class. Your so nice and i like your smile' and i was like 'aawww, this is just like in the Win a Date with Tad Hamilton only Jake isn't famous' and then Matt asked me to go out with him and I said yes! (Because no one is hotter than Matt, not even Jake, and Matt is going to be a famous band star! Who wouldn't want that) Anyway so now I'm going out with Matt and my life is simply sublime and I came home and I realized that DV14 FINALLY came out so I really need to get back to reading that. Anyway, I gotta go. Peace and love! -- Heather

P.S. I'm sure by now, you've realized that all the information in this post is false, but are you aware of house false it is. Everything in this story is fictional down to that fact that I didn't even check my email in Web Page Design. Some of the things that happened in the story were true but happened on other days (and I'm sure you can guess which of the latter is false and what is not) anyway I hope you had fun reading about my perfect day and how I really wish this day had went, and how it really didn't happen this way and i made a false story because well...frankly i have nothing to update so i thought I'd give you a peak at my alter-ego's life. Isn't she cool. She's waaaay more interesting then me. Anyway, talk to you later.
-- Heather

2004-01-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hmm...what to say? What to say? Well I updated my two websites in little under an hour. So they both have different changes to them. I added some hot actors to my HaoH list. And I changed the cursors and the index page for my black cat cafe website. I have way too much time on my hands.
Well today, was like any other day. Boring, but homeworkless! That's always good news. By the way, I don't think I mentioned the fact that I got another week off added to my Winter Break because of snow! Oh snow! How douth thine count the ways of how much I love thee. (pretty good eh? *nudge* *nudge* *wink*)
Well we're watching a movie American Lit, not that you really care much, but it's White Fang. We're doing a read-up on Jack London. *hip hip* *sarcasm* But at least he has the word London in his name...that always makes me think of how I'm going to London after my senior year. When I G.R.A.D.U.A.T.E. and leave this life of drudgery high school behind.
The only class I really like currently is Web Page Design. I get to sit behind a computer and mess around in adobe and make cool things. What's not to love about that. What about Design Studio you ask? Well recently we've been working on this one carving progect and ink and well...1) I can't carve worth beans and 2) I hate getting ink all over my clothes. I'm just not coordinated not to get at least a small splatter of it on me.
Well other than that I'm really bored and I'm longingly waiting for DV14 to come out. God hope it comes out soon before I burst with all the bloody excitement. I'm going to give myself an enurism soon. (Is that how you spell enurism?) Well either way I'm going to blow up. I love the cookies she's givin' us, but I want the whole cookie jar! (Yeah I know, I'm greedy)
Well other than that, my day was utterly full of rubbish and nonsense. Though I did nearly slip two times on the ice that has caked the school today...but whoopie! That's life altering *sarcasm* Well gotta go!
-- Heather

2004-01-05T18:30:00.000-07:00

Hey hey, it's a new year and...nothing has changed. Oh well. Winter break is over and school is back in, much to my disappointment, but we might be getting out of school tomorrow on the count of some huge weather storm. *preys* *hopes* *wishes* *starlight starbright...* *etc*
A.n.y.w.a.y....today has been a really good day, except the freezing bit. Walking around in a sweater and I'm still a flippin' icicle.
Things going on in my life:
Well not much. I've been typing a helluva lot of fanfiction lately. More than usual. And I've been filling my book of fanfiction ideas up like crazy. I'm at my peak of fanfiction writing. I've never been this busy about it and now I have no time with homework and school. Sucks really. I have no life. =) So I'm listening to Enya, talking to a friend. Seriously this Enya and Linkin Park and Evanescence thing has gotten crazy. I'm totally into teen angst music and I can't get out of it. It could be the reason for my writing...hmm...who knows.
I've decided that I'm going to trying to sign up for some curricular activities. GET INVOLVED. Because 1) I need some people who have my same tastes and 2) I need to meet some guys. I'm tired of being single. Seriously. Writing romance fics isn't cutting it anymore. Anyway
List of Classes that Sound Somewhat Interesting:
1) Fencing (if I can find a place that teaches it)
2) Art classes
3) Sign up for Dance again (no I won't be meeting guys there, that's for my fitness)
4) A cooking class (I need to learn to make things that doesn't involve cheese (grilled cheese, mac n' cheese, grating cheese...))
5) karate (what...it sounds fun...kinda)
6) A foreign Exchange Traveling class (One that will send me to London Baby!)
7) A Harry Potter club (though i doubt there are any around here)
8) Choir or singing (I think I have a be-you-teeful singing voice, thank you very much)
9) A youth group (Just to meet people)
10) And maybe piano lessons (That's fun a parties...in a way)

Yeah that's all. Sounds like fun. I have a wide range of choices. And to join at least 3 is one my New Years rez's along with:
Getting a boyfriend, making new friends, getting a look that fits me, finishing my PotC fanfiction, Creating my OWN story (no HP or PotC fics) and I need to try out for something like modelling or a movie or acting...or something that's not in school. Yeah that's all today folks. I'll stop with boring you which I do ever so much. (Why you read this, I don't know) Well see ya later folks, peace and love!
-- Heather

2003-12-31T14:38:00.000-07:00

Happy New Years everybody! Time to throw out my flip calendar (and keep all the pretty pics of Tom Felton. *swoon*) Anyway folks, my Christmas was very nice (thanks for asking) I got a lot of cool prezzies and stuff, a few of my faves being the soundtrack to PotC, the Red Hot Chili Peppers CD, a cool treasure chest box with a skull on the top and a few games for my computer. I also got the Quidditch World Cup game, and I won the Hogwarts hosue cup, along with the Quidditch World cup in no less than two days (god I love winter break, too much time on my hands) Anyway, I never lost a single game, which is pretty good though I did almost get beat by Bulgaria the first time, then I kicked their bought the second time through. Anyway I'm rambling on about Quidditch so that's an obvious sign that I have nothing to update. Yeah, my life is boring I know, I don't need you tell me twice. Anyway have a happy new years everybody. I'm sorry I haven't updated much lately. I'm very poor about it indeed. I'll try to put up my new years rezzies later, but right now I'm too lazy to find them. I'm having a party tonight so that should be fun...anyway I updated, I'm leaving. Peace and love and happy new years (for the 3rd time)
-- Heather

2003-12-16T16:47:00.000-07:00

Once again, another lapse in time since I've updated. Well it's only 9 more days until Christmas which means I only have 3 more days of school until winter break! Yes! Finally. I can't wait until Friday. We're having a party in Journalism (about time something benefited from that class) this also means that sadly enough we are nearing the end of my first semester which means that I'll have to leave Matt and Design Studio and take up P.E. Blech. I hate P.E. Worst class, hands down. I don't know why they make you run constantly. That is the worst thing for me. I can run fast sprinting, but I can't run a mile to save my life. And they are obsessed with running around here.

a.n.y.w.a.y...I've switched my habits on writing fanfiction. From now on...it's Ginny/Draco only. Because OC/Draco gets a lot of flack and I'm kinda sick of writing it myself. And the only really cute couple I like from the books is Draco/Ginny, because there are so many ways that can come about and all other relationships are well...too fluffy and...ick. I really can't describe them, but I'm not really digging them...that's all. No offense to those that write them of course. *dodges tomatos*

So Christmas is nine days away and I have bought nothing. It's a good thing I'm not like my sister and by everyone everything. I only have a few friends I buy for...and candy bags for the rest. But i really need to get cracking. I went shopping with my grandma, but she was mostly trying to find stuff for me and my sis. I gotta a cute bag...tho I'm not getting it until Christmas. It's a bugger.

Well other than that, school sucks, I'm really not having a fun time here, and I'm just getting through the days and praying that maybe I can fall into a deep sleep until Friday afternoon, but things like that never happen to me. ho hum. Well I'll stop boring you now (see Mary, I updated!) I'll talk to you later.
-- Heather

2003-12-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't updated much and it's really late so I'm going to make this short.

Christmas is coming and I'm not even close to getting all the presents I need, but I'm chocked up on Christmas spirit so all is good

School sucks as ever, but I'm getting through the days better now that i don't have to worry about any other curricular activities. The only class I'm having troubles with is stupid math. Stupid, stupid math.

Went to a party last weekend. Utterly dull. I was one of the two people to show up to the bloody thing. Crys is just not meant to throw parties. I think I should throw a party. More people would come. I'm special like that. =)

I got my Christmas tree today. It's very pretty. We're putting ornaments on sometime in the next week.

Well because it's so late i"m drawing a blank on what I've done in the past days from between Nov. 28th and now so I'm sorry, I'm going to have to stop boring you. Peace and love ya'll.
-- Heather

2003-11-28T18:44:00.000-07:00

Happy late Thanksgiving everyone. Hope it was good. Mine was good, but it seemed so short. I don't know why. I mean, we ate dinner at 3:30 and then the rest of the day we talked, but I was playing cards the whole time. And everytime I looked at the clock a half hour had passed. It was strange, I'm telling you.

Anyway, I babysat on Tuesday night and made 20 bucks so at least I have some money to shop for Christmas presents with. Then on Wednesday I just sat on the computer until my head hurt so got off and slinked around the house angrily and banged my head on the walls. Then my mom dragged me off to this families house that my family knows through soccer. So my little sis was talking to the girl on her team. And my parents were talking to the parents of the girl and I was bored out of my mind watching Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the lost ark. That movie makes me laugh at how fake it is. Honestly. So I ended my day watching Friends on DVD (5th season) Good times...*sarcasm*

And today I've done nothing. This will be the most semi-productable thing I've done all day besides yelling at Mary to finish up her FFC and watching some more Friends. You would not believe how much time watching a few episodes takes up. Anyway, I'm going to go check my regular sites and get on with life. At least it's Friday and I don't have to go to school tomorrow. Or the next day for that. Well peace and love everyone and seasons greetings!
-- Heather

2003-11-25T15:46:00.000-07:00

So I was going to post yesterday...and then blogger froze up and I lost my post and I was too frustrated to try again. So here's what happened. Today and yesterday.

*well yesterday the only thing I remember was when I accidentally clocked Camden from Journalism in the nose and it started bleeding. Scared the crap out of me and i sad i was sorry numerous times, but he said he was okay (mind you he did keep saying this if I was guy...he would make my nose bleed, but lucky for me I'm a girl)

*today was like our Friday because there is Thanksgiving Break so everyone was more upbeat than usual.

*I have an ortho. appt. tomorrow, yaaa *sarcasm*

*I'm babysitting today for my neighbors. They are so cute. Their the ones that tackled me with snowballs and won...yeah well besides that they are cute.

*anyway, so I'm in a happy mood. Okay I gotta go. Later.

2003-11-19T17:14:00.000-07:00

Today is a day to remeber. Yes that's right, I'm reporting you live from the snow fall falling upon the little town of *censored because I don't want to be found*! Yes that's right folks. SNOW FALL. We never get snow here in this "private" little town so today is a great day of the *censored*ians. NOW it's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas. We may actually for the first time in my life time have a white christmas, which would be nice. Anyway, the day has been great all because of a little snowfall. Actually it's not that little. The snow comes up about 2-3 inches. Anyway today involved a group of mean boys throwing snowballs at anyone who was walking by, numb fingers and toes and noses, and singing to my sis's boyfriend while actually not singing at all. Anyway, I'm going to go get into a snowball fight with a 10-year-old and an 8 year old. The odds are against me....well later all. Enjoy the snow! (if you have any) BYE! *weeee*

2003-11-18T10:41:00.000-07:00

Woah, I thought I updated this a bit more recently....and obviously I didn't. Well the play is over, sadly enough. I had some good times. When the play rolls around and we are actually performing, that's the best part of this whole charade. But now it's over and all I've got is memories.

Well the performances went well, except for the Saturday Matinee show. Oh god....I won't even begin to tell you all the bad things that happened during that show...it was a just a cursed production. Believe you me.

No that's it is over I have to go back to my classes (and if you didn't know...I was getting outta school do the play). *sigh* sooo much work! I don't think i can stand it any longer. I'm going nuts. At least we have wed. thurs. fri. off next week for Thanksgiving Break.

And speaking of holidays, Christmas is coming up really fast. Faster than I want because I need to buy gifts and all I have in my wallet is about $2.35. Sad really...I need a job. I think I'll try to get one at the QFC. It's in walking distance. Because until I have a car...my only mode of transportation is walking (and the bus, but the nearest bus stop is at the QFC, so I don't see how that will do me any good)

Well I've rambled on entirely too long and I have to get back to [school]work. ta ta!
-- Heather

2003-11-12T15:44:00.000-07:00

iiiiiit's Wednesday. Middle of the week. Which also means I did my first performance in front of a live audience. I was a little scared at first, but it was MUCH better than Godspell. In Godspell, I was on the stage the whole time of the performance, so if I needed to fix my hair...it wasn't happening. But today, my costume strap for the overalls snapped and I just had to hold up the outfit with my legs. But this time I was able to go back stage after our bit and fix it. Anyway, thank goodness for not being on stage the whole time, but I guess it was good for experiences sake. Anyway, besides that everything went well and I had a blast. I got out of 5 of my classes and I arrived like 10 minutes before 5th period was over so I could see Matt and talk to him about my day...he seems a bit down...but he really doesn't get into it, so I don't ask. Anyway, the little kids who watched were sooooo cute. And they wore name tags, but when you called their name they would turn around and stare at you wondering if they knew you. It was adorable and lots of fun. Then we waved them good bye, and answered questions they asked and overall...I had fun. (I can't find my thesaurus =) ) Anyway, that's how my day went. Unfortunately tomorrow I have to go to my first three classes and then miss my last two (and 4th period is math and I'm sooo glad I don't have to go to that at all this week) Anyways...that's all I have for today. I usually don't update this early, so I don't know what's in store for the rest of the day. I'm just glad that i don't have to stay after school I get to come straight home! hehehe. Well lots of love and peace and all that.
-- Heather

2003-11-10T22:43:00.000-07:00

Gaaaah, it seems like this play is never going to end. I mean I don't mind it, but seriously, I miss my free-time. Anyway, I better update you on the things that have been going down lately and we'll do this in the very lovely style of cornell notes:

A) Sunday --
1) Shopping
(a) Went shopping with my mom and my little sister
(b) Got a new coat, a new shirt and a new sweatshirt, which I all three I wore today

2) The Movies
(a) Went and saw the movie Love Actually with Mary (and then soon after planning this my mom AND her mom decide they want to come too and they bring my lil sis)
(b) Good movie, 'cept the nudity and sex bits. And it wouldn't have been bad, I would have just looked away, except for the fact that the moms kept looking at us everytime one of these sex scenes and occured and gave us this "what the hell were you thinking" look.
(c) Utter humiliation, never going to see a movie again with my parents (unless it's like Bobby the squirrel goes to kindergarten, in which I won't be going unless being paid to do so.

3) Dinner
(a) At mexican food at Cisco's, but since I wasn't hungry at all, all three (mary, me and sis) split the nacho bowl and we didn't even finish it. (But now it sounds really good...*sniff*)

Yeah and I'm tired of cornell notes. I hate them in class and I hate them here. There's just no good in them. Anyway, so Sunday I did all that and then today (Monday) I went to school as per usual and it was really long, but there were some good moments and then I had play practice after school. So we did a run through with costume. And then we went and got food and I got subway (you can't go wrong with subway) and then it was parent pics night so we did the whole thing with flashing lights in our eyes.

Anyway, I'm tired and I'm leaving now so I'll talk to you all later. Bye
-- Heather

2003-11-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

Well today was a really long day...but it wasn't too long. I had an 8-hour play practice that seemed unending, but thankfully I brought a book to read. The Fellowship of the Ring to be exact. I thought well...the movies are good, why not read the books? Anyway I'm making this blog short cuz I gotta run so:
1) Grueling 8-hour practice
2) Got to see our costumes, the set is ready and I colored my face orange, wore a green wig and painted my eyebrows white. All in all...I looked like a freak. lol
3) Came home watched 8-crazy nights (well the end of it) then watched Anger Management for the 2nd time. Now I'm going to go watch Legally Blonde and after that I"m going to watch Saturday Night Live.
4) And I may end up going to see Love Actually with Mary again, we patched things up.

And that's all the happened today (and will happen) I'll update tomorrow (if I can) talk to you all later.
-- Heather

2003-11-07T17:13:00.000-07:00

Well today was a really really good day! I had soo much fun! And I came outta school with no homework! Nothing better than ending friday without any homework! =)
Yes, and I didn't have practice today at all! Yeah! But I'll need it, because tomorrow we have practice from 9 until 5!!! I find that crazy if you ask me, but I there's no changing it. I just need to remember to bring lunch, snacks and lots of things to do.
Anyway, so the play is next week! I'm soooo nervous! Excited and nervous, but nervous none the less. I think I was more nervous when I was in Godspell last year, but I think from experience I've become not so nervous. If you get that.
Yeah so I had a really good day. Michelle and Megan both skived off class so they could hang with us at lunch so our whole group was there for lunch and we played cards and I won Egyptian Rat Screw (a card game) and I almost won Bull Shit, but then I lost terribly and the ending really didn't come because all of the sudden everyone started shoving their cards into the pile claiming they won and it was just fun.
Then 5th period I hung out with Matt, and that's always fun. I think I'm able to handle how I feel about him now, so now he is just a friend.
Then at 6th period we got out 15 minutes early for some stupid spirit march, but I got to hang out with everyone again! So it was all good. And Daelyn was with us too. And Kevin gave me a piggy-back ride around the courtyard and when he dropped me off I fell down to the ground laughing so hard. Then we danced a bit to the music (just in play) and that ended school with a bang (and a good bang at that)!
Then I came home, but I got in a fight with Mary over her fanfiction account and i got really angry, but then I listened to some Christmas music and I'm all better now! =) << see! (Not to mention I made a new blog and I just wrote all my angry thoughts in that. =)
Anyway so it's Friday and that means it's the weekend! (of course half of it will be taken up by practice on Saturday, but oh well) This also meant I wasn't going to be able to go see Love Actually because well...it's kinda hard to do when you're friend is fighting with you, but I might go see it with Daelyn instead. We were going to see it the weekend after the next, but I guess I can do it this weekend (and Daelyn if you're reading this, call me because somebody erased the board on the fridge! =)
Well I better go because this is getting awfully long. I'll talk to you later! Peace n' love everyone!
-- Heather

2003-11-03T18:54:00.000-07:00

Well today wasn't such a good day, but often times, Monday's never are. The only highlight of today is hanging out with Kevin (who Crystal thinks I have a crush on, but I don't) I just can feel more comfortable around him than she can, or maybe I just like to go after guys who are hard to get. (aka, get him to not like Crystal, but I don't think he really likes her anyway...so it's not a prob) But this getting the hard-to-get guy could be a possiblity and would explain why I haven't had a boyfriend ever, because I'm never able to get them. I'm like this woman I met a long time ago, we both attract the freaks and weirdos and I'm afraid she was contagious, because after I met her, I now attract the freaks and weirdos. lol. But I'm working on overcoming that curse.

Anyway, so my Halloween was really fun. I did end up trick-or-treating. My friend Daelyn came over and said I should go, so I went, and I was once again the comic relief for the whole trip. It was just me, Daelyn, my lil sis and her boyfriend and then Amanda and Nicole, but I ended up having fun. My fingers nearly fell off, but they made out okay. And now I have enough candy to last me until...mid-november. =)

Well my mom's birthday was Nov. 1st, but she's not feeling well and I hope she gets better. She's still going to work, despite what I say about how she should stay home and get better. I still have to get her the book she wanted. We're going out with my grandma around this week, so I should be able to get it then.

And I can't believe it, my play is next week! It snuck up so soon, so now I"m really really nervous and I'm cracking down on my lines and positions and voices and all that. it's madness! Things are coming along okay, but I'm really nervous. Around a week before our first show we normally already have our costumes by now, but we don't! I don't even know what they look like yet! So I'm nervous about what might go down. I just hope everything comes out okay.

So now I'm just trying to cheer myself up by listening to Christmas music. My motto: When all is wrong in the world, listen to Christmas Music. lol. Well it's one of my many mottos. And I have all day to do nothing because I don't have any homework! YES!!!! I'm really thrilled about this.

Well it looks like we've run out of time and I must leave and....do something besides this. I just want to point out that I'm bi-polar and/or a people pleaser. Okay that's all. Bye!
--- Heather

2003-10-30T17:32:00.000-07:00

Another boring day, but nothing was really bad about it. I just realized that I really really need to have something to look forward to, to be excited about that puts that spark in my life. And om gosh it is colder then heck outside! I'm freezing my bum-oley off just walking from class to class. And the school isn't firing up the heaters yet so all my classes are freezing too. It's a crazy cold wonderland out there. But I guess it is better than the heat. This just means I have to go out and buy cute fall outfits this weekend or something. No walking outside with only a tee and pair of jeans. I hope it snows tho. We never get snow here, and I'm tired of it. I can put up with the cold weather if it's worth while and that worth-whileness is being at home with a cup of hot chocolate and watching the snow fall and watching a movie. That's like one of the best emotional moments of happiness right there. Well that's all, my day was pretty much the same as all other times so I won't get into it. I bid you all farewell and if I don't have time to update tomorrow, Happy Halloween everyone. Lots of love!
-- Heather

2003-10-29T18:53:00.000-07:00

I know, I haven't updated my blog in ages, so sue me. I was busy with being bored, what can I say. So seeing as my life isn't really all the interesting, there really isn't much to say, but I'll give you some interesting tidbits.

Well I my friend was really down, so I sent her balloons to cheer her up. I mean, what kind of bastard dumps their girlfriend on her birthday. If he didn't go to some other school he would be dead and I swear it.

Yeah, and Matt likes this other girl and I'm just his buddy bud. I hate that. So now I really have to work on just being his "buddy bud" and you know what's worse. I'm sorry, but this girl looks like a bitch. She just looks conceited as hell which reminded me of a line I heard before that guys never really pick the right girls for themselves. Or something of that sort. But I'm so pissed. Grrr...you know I'm sick of losing the bitches in this world. I'm just sick of it. I don't want to become this coniving whore to get a guys attention, I just won't. So obviously I die alone. There, I'm admitting it. What stage is this again? Oh who cares. Well because of this my life is at a down.

And I've been really tired lately and I've come to a conclusion. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of guys. I'm tired of life. But I just deal, but it all plays a bad effect on my mood, so I play it off tired. It's my excuse for everything. Heather, why aren't you talking? (I'm tired) Heather, you've been really down lately, what's wrong? (I'm tired) Heather, why is your room still a hell hole of crap. (I"m too tired to clean it up) Anyway...

Woah, not much in the past week. Pretty sad actually. I've been doing math homework (which I hate beyond words and I'm "tired" of trying to do it) But you know what, lucky for me the answers are at the back of the book, but they are only the odd numbers, but the teacher, being the weird teacher that he is, only gives us the odd problems so if I don't feel like doing the work, I just copy the answers. But then I have to cram before tests so I know this stuff and well, it's okay, I usually make out with a B or C. So no biggy.

Boo! Halloween is here. I must by mom a present for her birthday (the day after Halloween November 1st). And I have a costume this year. I'm a pirate. Arrr...yeah that's all I know. And Matey. I really need to work on the language. Trick ARRRR treat. lol. Okay that was lame....lol.

First things that stick out in a guy to me...(don't ask why...)
1) Their hair
2) Their tone of voice and the things they say
3) And their humor.

If all three of these are really good, I fall like a head on collision and then I can't get them out of my head. Recently I've made a new crush, and well...it just came to me and now I really can't get rid of it. grrr...stupid crush-falling-for-guys disease. I need it to be cured.

Well this entry is getting far too long. Bye.

2003-10-22T15:48:00.000-06:00

I'm here...again
My day was lame
I'm glad that I'm home
I'm watching my soap
I talk and I mope
I'm here all alone

My friends are online
I've been talking along time
I'm drinking chocolate milk
Eating food
keeps me in a good mood
And my day will be as smooth as silk

What can I say, I was bored. So it' was early release today so I got outta school and I could see the whole show of my favorite soap General Hospital. I'm supposed to be at my play practice right now, but I can't get a ride there and I have an erm...ortho appt in an hour so I can't go either.

GOOD NEWS! Matt made the band! He's going to be in a band with Jordan Tyler! I"m so psyched for him! = ) He's all smiles, it's great. I'm working on only thinking of his as a friend. Which is good.

Anyway, that' all. I got in a battle of defending America in a Harry Potter chat and that is the most interesting thing I did today. Yeah! Anyway, later everyone, I love you all.
Peace and Love
-- Heather

2003-10-21T17:36:00.000-06:00

Aww, another day another dollar. But at least school's over for the day and I can just curl up in the loneliness of my room. I have no practice today so it's all good. I'm too tired to do anything lately. I just want to curl up in my room and sleep. I think I'm suffering from teen depression and I just want to be happy again...is that too much to ask?

Things going on:
(1) Crystal won't leave Kevin alone and I wonder if she's going to bother him until he goes out with her. I'd bring it up but I don't want to be rude. I'm sure Kevin is strong and won't go out with her, but I wish he didn't have her to worry about so much.
(2) Mary and me are both in a "down" mood lately. We need something to look forward too, we've decided. And should probably lay off the depressing music for a while. (Not that either one of us will)
(3) I've successfully avoided Jon. I've come to my senses a long time ago that he is a perv and I don't want anything to do with him and so I've been able to stay away from him and I'm happy about that.
(4) Matt is trying out for popular band lead by Jordan Tyler and I pray that he makes it. He says he's been hanging out with them for the past week and they seem to like him, but he still says he's really nervous. I think he'll do fine, but if you could all utter a small prayer that would be nice. = )
(5) And last but not least I've been doing my schoolwork lately in a timely manner. I'm getting stuff done and I'm going to attempt to be good at this stuff. Hell, yesterday I actually studied for my math test and made sure I knew the problems before I took the test. Usually I just half-ass it and get a B or C+ so this stuff is crazy, and tiring.

Well that's about all in my boring life. I mean, usually these things are for people who have like really interesting lives and want to share and amuse people, but this is my place to vent, explain what happens and if you think I'm really all that interesting, then you haven't met people like Matt who have crazy and hilarious stories to tell. Anyway, I'm tired of all this I-love-Matt biz and if any of you have like some advice about how to get over guys and only think of thems as friends, I'd like to hear it. You can email me at luckyblackcat713@yahoo.com. Because...I just don't want to have my heart broken like all the other times. I'm just tired of it and I wish there was something I could do about how I feel. Anyway, I better go. Gotta a crap load of other stuff to do here according to my to-do list, so I'll talk to you all later.
Peace and love
-- Heather

2003-10-20T19:50:00.000-06:00

Aww man...
Monday. Oh terrible Monday. Back to school and all that. *sigh* I hate school. And I have a whole week to look forward to so I'm in a glum mood. But since I have nothing to talk about for today, I'll explain my weekend. It was jammed packed and this is exactly what happened, back to back.

Friday : Starting with the homecoming football game. Partied with friends. The guy I know and am friends with became homecoming king (and then some cheerleader became homecoming queen, but I don't care, I don't know her) But I was happy for him because he's a real cool guy. Then after the football game went out for food, went home, went to bed.

Saturday : Woke up at 10:30, ate breakfast, got ready for the wedding, went to the wedding. Pretty short. Went to the reception. Pretty long. With tons of dancing. TONS of dancing...my head is still pretty dizzy. After the reception got take-out that I ate on the way to my friends house and then went to the homecoming dance for some MORE dancing. Crystal (my friend) broke down about some guy who doesn't like her that I got really tired of hearing about so I left (And you would do it too if you knew her so I don't want to hear it!), got really pissed, talked to Michelle and Megan, danced with Kevin, wished that Matt was there and then sat down because my feet were killing me. Got home at 11:30, watch Saturday Night Live, and then went to bed.

Sunday : Spent the whole day with my mom, my dad and my lil sis. Woke up, went to the pumpkin patch, ate loads of doughnuts, went out for lunch, went to this Halloween store, bought nothing, then went to Circu su oliel - Algeria, which was pretty interesting, but not $75 worth of interesting. Went out to eat at Izzy's went home, went to bed.

And so ends my very busy weekend. The next day I realized I had homework due and teachers just don't get the concept that their students have busy lives and can't always get homework to fit in there. Speaking of which, I better get on that. Anyway, ttyl all
-- Heather

2003-10-13T16:30:00.000-06:00

Good News: Well I had a really fun play practice. Good times, good times. Me and Jackie are going to do a talent show at the cast party, I'm loomp dog and she's shaloompa. lol. Good stuff. And then Matt said that he was over his friend(a almost girlfriend, but she blew it so it's her loss) and he said he hated all girls, except me (and I don't know whether to take that as A) "i like you" or B)"your like one of the guys" *grumbles about the choice B*

Bad News: Well...sad news, my grandpa went in for surgery on his knee and pray that he is going to be okay. I'm sure he'll be in a pain for a while, but I hope nothing goes wrong.

So we've covered the good the bad...and oh! The ugly. Of course, I'm developing a cold sore on the left side of my face, and a large one at that. Cuz that's just what I need, another ugly quality to add to the sick face that is thine own. Anyway, gotta go make some dinner. Nighty-night.

-- Heather

2003-10-11T16:29:00.000-06:00

Well it's pretty early in the day so not much to tell about the day, but I just wanted to share my weird dream with you.

So it started out pretty normal (and good, because Matt was in it) but after that things got weirder and weird. First off I was riding the bus home and Matt was on the same bus a few seats down (tho he has a car...he doesn't need to ride the bus) but anyway, the bus driver was my Journalism teacher Mrs. Thurber. And she kept driving the bus around and around and nothing was happening. While driving she drove past the train tracks and the train was coming. So she stops the bus and she's says "I have to check the tracks for any trains that may be coming". So there's a train coming and I'm paralyzed with fear, so she drived over the tracks in the nick of time and the train barely misses us. Nobody on the bus seems phased by this...So she drove us back to school and tells us to get off.(Some bus ride) So, I just started walking home. (even tho the area around the school was entirely different. So I was walking down the train tracks, on the side walk to the left of the train, and there was a street to the right of it, Suddenly the sidewalk ends so I hop onto the tracks to walk and then I hear the train coming. So I turn around and then I can't move! That's when I notice Mrs. Thurber walking along the sidewalk and she hops down and tells me I need to move. So I jump back onto platform and look to Mrs. Thurber, who's glasses fell of and she is blind and walking around aimlessly and that's when the train hits her! And after the impact I wake up!

So anyway, that's my weird dream. It may be boring to hear about it, but I just wanted to share and to also keep it in my memory so the next time I'm in a bus with Mrs. Thurber at the wheel, you get bet I'm off. Anyway, hope you enjoyed. I'm going to the pumpkin patch in a half hour so I'll talk to you all later. Bye.

2003-10-10T16:28:00.000-06:00

Hello again,

It's Friday the 10th and I have NO SCHOOL! Hip hip! But I have an ortho appt, which sucks. I feel too tired to do anything and I think I'm coming down with a head cold. I woke up and my nose feels all stuffy and it keeps changing throughout the day. I hope it's one of those 24 hour head colds, I wanna be better by tomorrow. I get to go to the pumpkin patch with my aunts and Nicole and Amanda are coming over to my house to hang while the parents are out. And sniffling and sneezing the whole time will put a damper on the funness of tomorrow. Well I better go, my mom should be home in a half hour to take me to the orthodontist and I have to get ready. Later gators!

-- Heather

2003-10-09T16:27:00.000-06:00

So I've decided what I want to do for Halloween. I'll get a cool costume (of course, it's tradition) then I'm just going to stay home by myself, watch Halloween movies, go on a candy, popcorn and other junkfood binge and pass out candy to people and compliment the little kids on how cute they look, and then give more candy to the kids who dress up in costume that revolve around the following topics: Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter and Pirates of the Caribbean. (And I may just dump the whole bin in if somebody dresses up like Draco Malfoy and makes it look good. = ) Anyway, so that's the plan stan. Unless some hot guy invites me to a Halloween bash party, then I'm all over that. = ) Well later days people! -- Heather

2003-10-09T16:26:00.000-06:00

So today was pretty easy breezy. Pic retakes so I wasn't look half bad either. So, i'm really annoyed by this kid in my Design studio class, who walks over and interrupts my conversations with Matt. He's just gotta come over and steal his attention, stupid prat. Anyway, because annoying-prat-dude kept stealing Matt, I really was sad and the rest of my dad was unhappy, until I ran into Shawna who I haven't talked to for ages, so we talked and goofed off for a while and she cheered up my day. Well that's all the news for today. I finished my FFC, but it needs editing. Thank the LORD that there is no school tomorrow! I don't think I could survive another day of school. Only prob is have an ortho. appt. tomorrow, yeah :/. I can't wait until I get these suckers off. Well that's all. Talk to later. Bye. -- Heather

2003-10-08T16:20:00.000-06:00

Hello again

Today seemed awefully long, but I made it through and I'm finally home. No practice today! Hallelujah and however the hell you spell that. I'm too lazy to go figure it out. Anyway, so in periods (1) Dear lord, American Lit is boring (2) Traffic Safety, the teach is like damn slave driver, work! work! WORK! (3) Web design, teach doesn't know what she's doing at all (4)Math, that's a bad period in it's own (5) Cute guy Matt *drool* oh yeah, and I'm done with chalk so no allergic reactions (6) Journalism, only Daelyn makes this class fun.

Anyway, so my teachers all are really mean or have no clue of what they are doing. I just love school. ;) Oh wait, there is one cool teacher, Ms. Erb, who's the coolest teacher ever(design studio). Well that's all. Obviously my day was boring if I have no input so you can go on your merry way. Have a great day and pleasant tomorrow.

2003-10-07T16:01:00.000-06:00

I'm back :/

Well anyway today was boring. It's a school day, so expectations weren't high. I'm just glad to be home. Only problem is my hand hurts and I think it's because of Design Studio. We're using chalk and I think I'm allergic. Cuz after I use chalk too long, my hand hurts and itches and it's just a complete nightmare. Love the class. Hate the chalk. And I also love the dude who sits next to me. Matt. He's the most hilarious guy I've ever met. If he wasn't there to crack me up, school would be a kick in the bum. Anyway, I need to write my FFC. Later gators of the swamp.

-- Heather

2003-10-06T16:03:00.000-06:00

Hey, it's me. And here are the highlights since I last wrote in this thing. Nothing big.

*Started FFC'ing with my friend Mary

*Got the Lord of the Rings soundtrack at Target

*Had a few practices for Charlie a/t Choco. factory. Two words: Oompa Bonding. lol.

Anyway, the rest I've already forgotten. Anyway, my life is boring hole of crap and drama. Drama added by my friend Crystal who is currently driving me flippin' nuts with that fact that she dates all of my guy friends. I'm sure she would have gone after Jeff too if he was still here and not in Colorado. On a lighter note, apparently there is some guy driving around picking up kids walking home from school who are all alone. Three attacks to date they say. This means no walking home from practice, I have to wait a half hour for someone to pick me up. Yeah! =\

So did anyone catch WUSA soccer game the other day!!! Because I didn't. ;)Everyone else in my house did on the boob tube, but I was off alone talking to other people who don't make soccer a living and then crawled into my corner to do 1) Math Homework, 2)Sulk and 3) Rewrite my fanfiction challenge for the 5th time.

Speaking of which I better start that, and wrap this up. With a final "I WISH DV14 WOULD COME OUT SOON!!!" I bid you all farewell and good night. So have a good night and pleasant tomorrow. -- Heather

2003-10-01T15:53:00.000-06:00

Well, today I made the school play, Charlie and the Chocolate factory. I get to be an oompa loompa. All I have to say is this should be fun times and that I better say goodbye to all the freetime I have left, because it will be drained away. Well that's all, good bye.